It is pouring on outside as I turn on some music, sip on a cup of warm ginseng tea as the cool win blew across my cheeks. What a relaxing Saturday afternoon… There is nothing much to do and I feel like bitching again.
Recently, I was really depressed but now, I feel that I am beginning to get out from those messy tangles. 3 cheers to myself and to friends for tiding me over!!!
Initially, I thought it was some hormonal imbalance due to puberty, or some neurone dysfunctional that had caused my mood swing. But after some analysis by friends and talking to myself, I realized it was IA being the root of the problem.
Day after day, I went through the same routine over and over, and boss was always pressurizing me like a pressure vessel. It was even more challenging when he is so nice towards me and I would feel obligated to do an even better job. It had been really heavy on me and I really admire some friends for their ability to work under pressure.
Doing a good job is my duty and I will be motivated to do it well if my effort had been recognized. The thing that had caused my mood spiraling down to the bottom was that evil colleagues in the office are eyeing on my work and stealing my credits. Immoral Bitch and Bastards!!!
What a cool Saturday to bitch about them!!! Hahaha!!!
Don’t worry, I am taking it easy. Though I had expected the society to be ugly and dirty, that was far worst then I had imagined. Being an intern, still a green horn in the society, it is still best to be on guard than taking revenge, as I might not be their match. Looking on the bright side, it may do me good having bad experiences, than having everything too smooth sailing. At least I learn something outside the text book. Right??
Anyway, I am too insignificant and my effort would just be a mere drop in the ocean. So, it might seem wishful thinking to expect my effort being recognized by the company, even with a fabulous job done. So, why not be the kind angel for those incompetent imbeciles?? Let them steal my work and present it. If I did anything wrong, I won’t be getting the scolding either!!
To those disgusting useless freaks in the company: Steal while you can!!! Cherish my presence and help I’ve offered!! It will be another 8 weeks before I am gone. If I ever had the chance to take revenge, I will make sure I stow a burning cigarette into your ass crack!!! *evil smile*
Ok. There are nice people in the company as well. =)
"Miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart!"
2 comments:
8 paragraphs on the mean people and 1 pathetic line on the nice ones? Don't keep looking on the bad side of things! Haha... Its easier said than done. Those bitches and bastards deserve a real good spanking. It feels better to have someone to bitch with you, rather than doing it alone, right? Hahaha... Cheers for ada!
Ya loh!!! I think I love bitching!!
But I don't look at the bad side for nothing, just that when so much effort had been put into your work and it ended up as other people's work, it is very demoralising... Like stabbing a knife through you.
My 2 months effort had gone to waste leh....Just becos they are bitch and bastards!!
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