Tell me why!!!

I hate to complain but I just feeling like writing this...

I wasn’t with good terms with my aunt from the beginning of time and making up with her had never crossed my mind. This evening, she tried hard to piss me off again. As usual, she was sucking up to my mum, and for god knows what reason, she started criticizing me…What have I done?? Absolutely nothing. We were having dinner over a round table and somehow, she started picking against me.

It is amazing how this woman pick a fight. Really.

It is a pain to have her around and there is nothing I could do to get rid of her. Even the strongest pesticide had failed me in getting rid of that pest. Yes PEST, that’s how much I detest her!!

I was a little ignored just now, as there goes her mouth, yelping endlessly again, exactly like an asshole. When I was little, I would have blown my top and started crying when her mouth begin spouting a whole bucket of shit about me. I used to be so helpless when she took the advantage of her status as my aunt, to pull me down.

But now, I couldn’t be bothered anymore. Why should I waste my precious time getting upset over someone not worthy of my attention?? She had pushed me this far, to actually turn a deaf ear with all those crude nasty words arrowed towards me, aiming to piece deeply and hurtfully.

In fact, I didn’t want my mum to feel upset as she would be the one sandwiched in between. If not for my mum, she wouldn’t even deserve the least of courtesy from me!!

To call her my aunt is a disgrace, and being her niece sucks great time. It is a cruel fact that I am link to her. Somehow, I feel that god is really making fun of us. Never in my life had I wanted to be link to her in any way. But yet I have to be tied to her in blood and name. Shit!!! Moreover, many of my relatives even commented that we look alike and each time they said that, I feel so bitter. I am not like her in any way, and I never wanted to be like her at all!!!

Maybe she is divine to be my aunt for a certain reason?? Test my patient and tolerance level, or perhaps, spice up my life??

But still, why is she my aunt?? Damn it….


5 days to exams… Jia you !!!